When you left, you thought you took every trace or memory of you,
I possess only one piece and this soon you shall take too.
Hopes and dreams shattered in a split moment,
My heart has been left empty and in constant torment.
Yes, for the final time in my life I took a chance,
I held true and took a firm and solid stance.
I knew I loved you before I met you,
It is sad to discover that it was felt by one and not two.
I believed in all that you promised to give,
Heartbroken and alone is how I am now destined to live.
I gave you my trust and loyalty and in you I did confide,
You took everything without a thought or care and,
in the end, you pushed me aside.
I do not wish you the worse or for your heart to be blue,
Instead I wish you the best and can only sympathize for you.
The day shall come when you find the real meaning of love and hold it sincerely,
Your eyes will finally open and all that we had shall be seen clearly.
Remember the first time we made love and how it left you dazed,
This will always and forever remain with you and leave you amazed.
Though our time together has quickly come and went,
In time, you will know what it truly meant.
All that we shared will be engraved in your heart,
You may run and hide but it shall never part.
I now know the real meaning of lonely,
It is a giant void in your heart, days without sunshine,
sleepless nights and hours of crying uncontrollably.
It is said that is how love goes and I have learned,
I was totally fooled and even got burned.
My heart is now closed to all who may come my way.Never again shall it feel love, hope, pain or dismay...
♥♥♥..You share a time from heaven
Its all you'll have til then
When he comes to you in thought
Then takes your heart again
His smell is all that's left
His image tattooed there
His goodbye smile etched in time
Inside til he is here
Then once again you're The Most
The one who he loves, too
His flesh upon your flesh to come
Just more and more to woo
He whispers that adoring you
Has come to him this time
He breathes in you and turns you out
He speaks of plans that he can't keep
He holds in all your fears
He is the precious beat of time
He doesn't know your tears
He takes your heart then drives away
You cherish thoughts again
When he will come back speaking love
Lay where his heart has been
If time were not as giving
Then nature surely would
Give to two this time for life
If only "If's"...just could...♥♥♥
I see the way that people treat others
Then I look deep inside and realize they are all sisters and brothers
I feel the pain buried in a gangster boy who says nothing but lies
And I see the tears not cried in a teased fat girls eyes
I see the cruelty of a young man beating his girl friend
But I also see the hurt that struggles within him
I hear the wail of a baby thrown out on the street
And see the girl praying for life at her own father's feet
I hear the grown of a man's last breath
And feel the misery that is brought by his death
I hear the plea of the homeless for food
Then I see the world, as it is, cold and crude
Where is our caring and love fore the rest?
Why must we continuously struggle to be the best?
What will it take to make you understand,
That all you need to do is touch a hand?
All you have to do is close your eyes and care
Listen to the pain of the boy all alone with such a heavy load to bear
Understand the hurt of a kid teased too much because of his weight
And stretch out toward the death of the soldiers reaching their final fait
Listen to the silent agony of a teen that's not supposed to care about death
And care about the many people who pray for love as they take their last breath
All you have to do is try to feel for those around you
And you will find that the heart is always true
Can't we all just accept each other for who we are?
Not for how we look, who we hang with, or the looks of our car
I just wish that you and I could care for all
People should catch each other when they fall
Children should sleep in a warm bed
And the homeless should be under a roof and fed
There should be no prisons for there should be no such need
To start just give up all your greed
You can not solve the problems of the earth
But you can help move us to a new birth
And then as the laughter is heard
I'm certain you'll see
What a wonderful place the would can be
Oh, this lady of such beauty,
Eyes of love and heart that sings,
Love that?s honest pure and lasting,
She lets you see how "Angels Dream."
Sweetest words of hers are spoken;
Above dark clouds her sun shines through.
She makes you smile when life seems hopeless,
By simply saying, "I love you."
Perhaps we'll meet near the ocean,
Coming finally face to face.
Talk of all our deepest feelings,
Lie silent finding loves embrace.
The night our love is consummated,
While all the stars watch love at play,
We'll fan the flames of fire and passion;
At last our hearts will have their way.
My desires and hers together,
With so much yet to be said,
We want to make love to each other;
Our hearts are linked, but not our beds.
So now I wait, dream and wonder,
When this day will come to be,
When I shall smell and taste her fragrance,
And bring love to reality.
I know you're out there, somewhere?
I know that somewhere your heart beats
with every beat of mine.
Somewhere, I know you take a breath
for every breath of mine.
Perhaps, sometimes, your tears fall
for every tear of mine,
and just perhaps, your eyes shine
with a shine not unlike mine.
Last night I gazed upon the stars,
as I often do,
and wondered if the same starlight
was shining down on you.
I wondered if your heart needs mine
as much as mine needs you.
I wondered if you dream of me,
just like I dream of you.
I know not how I'll find you,
but one thing I know is true,
In this life or another,
somehow I'll come to you.
With love forever...
My unknown dream boy.
To think, I thought you were the one,
And that we would be together forever.
You opened my eyes when you said you had lied,
Because you had never loved me, not ever.
But wasn?t it fun, though,
When you thought you cared for me?
And do you remember
When you said we were meant to be?
Oh, how about that time when
We made love all through the night?
It was your first time, and we cried.
Do you remember?
We were too young, that?s what you said,
To have a love so strong,
And then, you said that I wasn?t good enough,
That you were going to move on, and that was wrong.
But wasn?t it fun, though,
Those long walks holding hands?
And do you remember
When you asked me to teach you to dance?
And how about that time when
We made love under the stars?
You told me how beautiful I was.
Do you remember?
Didn?t you have fun?
Was it good for you
To love and run?
The joy, the love,
My cries, your lies...
Do you remember?
Why do you have to leave me here?
Why do you always make me tear?
Why do you make life so hard for me?
Why can?t you come and stay with me?
You know I love you, I know you do.
I also know you love me, too.
But why not be together, when we?re meant to be?
Baby, we should be together,
Can?t you see?
I?m incomplete without your love.
I?m dying inside.
I need you here by my side,
By my side to survive.
You light up my days, and bring many smiles to my face,
But why smile, why laugh, why be happy?
Do you know how much pain this has caused?
Do you know how much my life has paused?
I can?t seem to see... Why live, why breathe, why be happy?
But now tell me one thing... Why?
You tell me not to feel so sad,But then I go and cry.You tell me, keep your chin up,But I feel like I could die.The worst day of my lifeWas when I made that choice.I need to feel you hold me,I need to hear your voice.Can you hear me softly calling?Can you taste my sour tears?Do you know how much I love you?Do you know my biggest fears?I'm afraid you still don't love me,I'm afraid you won't return.I'm afraid to show my feelings,I have this inner burn...The inferno of my sadness,They are the fires of death.They burn here deep within me,And pierce my every breath.I wish you would stay with me,Please, don't go away.I need to know you love me,AndI need for you to stay.I'll love you for eternity,I'll love you for all time.Just stay forever in my arms,Again... just, please, be mine.Now I know you're gone for good,And never coming back.Now I see I've been replaced,You haven't lost your knack.You always could move on so fast,It crippled me to see.You could always turn around,And walk away from me.You turned back only once to say,I will be back, don't cry,You took away my heart and soul,And now... I fear I'll die.You need to come back to me, dear.I need to hear you say,I told you I'd be back sometime,I've loved you till today...
Falling in love! What a romantic phrase! What magical words! Does it not bring a smile to your face when you hear those sweet words? It doesn't bring a smile to my face. I have coldly analyzed that well worn phrase and here is what I have discovered.Falling intimates a loss of control. Regardless how agile you are you can't choreograph your fall. You have no control of your limbs as they fall in an unsightly heap. A galoot in love seems to lose control of his own tongue. He will babble endlessly and tediously about his dear sweetheart.Falling implies a temporal state. A few years ago there was a popular commercial in which an elderly lady fell down and cried out "I've fallen and I can't get up", but in real life when you fall you brush yourself off and get up again. You fall in love and when you regain your senses you fall out of love. Only in the movies do lovers walk hand in hand into the sunset and stay in love forever.Falling suggests a factor of unpredictability. Unless you are involved in a scam, you can't plan a fall. A fall happens when you least expect it. Likewise you can't plan on falling in love at a convenient point in your life. You can't plan on graduating from college, finding a good job and then falling in love. Love happens when you least expect it. It hits you like a two-by- four right between the eyes..Falling hints of pain. You can't fall down without experiencing pain, suffering a few bruises and maybe even a broken bone or two. When you fall in love don't expect everything to go smoothly. Expect bruised feelings and perhaps even a broken heart.Falling brings to mind a loss of grace and composure. No clumsy oaf looks graceful taking a tumble. A victim gets up from a fall with a sheepish expression on his face. A buffoon in love will perform all sorts of circus tricks to keep the object of his love amused. There is nothing graceful about a man or woman in love.Falling indicates a loss of free will. No person makes a rational decision to fall down. If you stub your toe on a rock, you will lose your balance whether or not you want to. A lover is no longer a free agent. He is the under the spell of his precious babycakes. He seeks only to do her will.Falling points to inevitability. No matter how careful you are sooner or later you will fall down. Everyone falls down. Even nimble athletes fall down. You are only deceiving yourself if you think that you are immune to falling in love. As sure as the night follows day you will fall in love.Yes! You will fall in love, but despite everything I have written, falling in love is not something to dread. The Bible states that "God is Love" and when we are consumed with love for someone else that spark of deity burns ever so brightly in us. Despite all the pain and despite all the misunderstandings, love is still the greatest thing in the world!