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vakationz over... Jan 4th '05

Vakationz soon 2 b ova...tyme 4 prioritiez again...excited?...sorta...nervous?...kinna...sad?...yep... being on my own aint nuthin new...but...im nervous kuz im steppin n2 a world where everyonez a stranga...a place where i know LESS people than the fingerz i have on ONE hand. I chose 2 leave the worldz i kno...but i have faith in myself and am quite confident dat eventually imma reach my goal...hopefully sooner than layta...
well...i know da stress and loneliness iz gunna try n bring me down... butcha know wat?!?! i got mah babeez Kreestal N Mushee... so itz allll good!!!

Anotha angel up n heaven...Jan 13th '05

Juz wen u finally thought...thingz were gettin betta...or shud i say...nuthin else kud possiblee go wrong... den with da blink of an eye... wat do ya kno... 2day didnt turn out 2 b quite so luvlay... woke up...went 2 class...blah~blah~blah...took a power nap... AND guess wat i woke up 2 see?!?!... my babee bunny Kreestal waznt hoppin round lika lil munkee pheeenin fo krakk... her body was cold az well az hard... took her 2 da vet 4 an autopsy... she'll b cremated n put along side her 2 brotherz...Henazee and Alaizee(pitbullz)... R.I.P. my 3 babeez...

Still waitin on 411 bout my babee Maleebu...she went thru hella lot w/me...i miss my babee!!! Geeez sum ppl...be gettin my hopez up...only 2 let it kum crashin down...got me mo & mo disappointed w/each crash...one minute dey got me thinkin imma c her soon...da nex thang i kno...monthz hav passed...now itz been boutta whole dayam year...yea...yea...dey'd hav me believin dat imma c her soon...BUT itz neva gunna b possible if their actionz hav not yet kum into play!!! y do ppl bother claimin dey'll do diz & dat 4 u...but den dey neva seem 2 follow thru... @ da moment dey gotchu thinkin dey a hero... hmmm...juz another person jibber~jabberin...u frontin a$$ ppl need 2 quit w/da blah~blah~blah...

A Dog n Heat... Jan 27th '05

i waz watchin videoz...muzik vidz, that iz... omfg hav u seen Rupee video 'Tempted 2 Touch'?!?! Da LIVE version?... OMFG...i lyke hiz style...hella kuuute n seXXXy...dat vid got me lyka dog n heat!!! hahaa... on da serious tip tho... much luv & respekt fo **Rupee **Sean Paul **Shaggy **Kevin Lyttle **Nelly aint muh of a looker...but i lykez hiz style 2!!! **Usher,nice body...insteada keepin dem shirtz on yo body...uze em 2 cover up yo face!!! of courze i got luv fo mo...butt @ diz moment...deze ppl b da onez helpin me stay energized!!! 4 sheeezy mah neeezy...4 shizzle mah nizzle...

**Guezz wat!i finally got sum mail 2day! & it waznt 4rm da college or 4 debt!!!...i gotta card n da mail!!! sooo nice & swt! It waznt 4rm a family member...luva...an admirer...or a homey...it waz 4rm da dayam VET!!! Juz sendin me their condolencez 4 da loss of my babee Kreestal... intereztin... hmmm...well...all i gozta say izz... 'Chillaaayyyy Chillaaayyyy!!!'

Guidance... Jan 28th '05

Hmmm... wat 2 do... wat 2 do...
darez not a whole lotta choicez... if any @ all...
La di da... hmmm... still wonderin...
Hmmm... wat 2 do... wat 2 do...


Go 2 my 'Links' & clik on my asianavenue pg kuz i finally pozted a new poem on it....only one poem tho...hahaa!!! well..itz kold out..& diz Prncss iz.."Chillayyy Chillayyy!!"