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2012-10-07
11:51 AM

Zafón, Carlos Ruiz - The Shadow of the Wind

http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1232.The_Shadow_of_the_Wind

what an amazing book. I haven't read a decent historical romance for a while. This, i thought, was a soup of Les Meserables, Count of Monte Cristo, Phantom of the Opera and greek tragedy all in one. The story is about a boy who finds a rare book in the 'cemetery of books' and goes off trying to find the author in the process becoming part of the gruesome love story. The story is set in Barcelona with Paris for scenery change - equally beautiful and romantic places. Every thing is thought through... every name ...
i loved that Daniels life repeats the pattern of Julians and loved that it was able to break the curse.
i thought that lives were easily lost, but books set during the time of war often use that to their advantage. The uncertain times give the right tone of wariness and fatality.

i didn't mind the coincidences... life is full of them.

characters were appealing and interesting but not overly simplistic. Julian's father, for instance, could have continued being the loathesome man he was through out the book but he was give a chance to redeem himself. Sofia although not explained finally seemed to find her proper place in life. Relationship between Nuria and her father and her husband were also interesting and appealing. They were not easy or pleasant but based on mutual humility.

quotes
"like all old cities, Barcelona is a sum of its ruins. THe great glories so many people are prod of - plaaces, factories, and monuments, the emblems with which we identify - are nothing more than relics of an extinguished civilization." p 185 location 2831

"books are mirrors: you only see in them what you already have inside you', answered Julian." p 193 location 2948

"Fools talk, cowards are silent, wise men listen."
"Who said taht? Seneca?'
'No. Barulio Recolons - he runs a pork bucher's on Calle Avignon and has a great talent for both making sausages and composing witty aphorisms." p276 location 4221

"I observed him cautiously while Bernarda snored like a baby calf.
'Little angel,' Whispered Fermine, entranced." p 278 location 4257

"Making money isnt' hard in itself,' he complained. 'What's hard is to earn it doing something worth devoting your life to." p347 location 5325

"it was my 24th birthday, and I knew that the best part of my life was lready behind me." p347 location 5314

"most of us have the good or bad fortune to seeing our lives fall apart so slowly we barely notice it." p 391 location 5991

"don't laugh, it's people lie her who make this louse world a place worth visiting."
"whores?" 'No. We're all whores, sooner or later. I mean good-hearted people. And don't look at me like that. Weddings turn me to jelly." p441 location 6749

2012-03-02
5:52 PM

Rubinina, Dina - Syndrome Petrushki

absolutely wonderful book that should be read. It is truly intricate and exquisite with excellent depictions of people and places. a romance with historical and mystical components to it about a genius puppeteer and his wife. the story starts simple but unfolds into a glorious fairy tale. must read.

2008-06-26
12:21 PM

Madame de Lafayette - The Princess of Cleves

This was a required reading by one of my English lit professors. She was an interesting older woman and mentioned that she lived by that book for a very long time. Idealistic a bit

2006-12-08
1:14 PM

Dovlatov, Sergei - Zapovednik

I really didn't want to read him. Mainly because he was just so gosh popular. Everyone read Dovlatov. Everone loves him. So i didn't want to read him. I get turned off if something is overhyped.

Finally i gave in. I had nothing to read on the bus and took the book from Denis.

It's great. The language is easy. The absurdities are trully Kafkan. I like his depiction of Russia better than his depiction of America. But both are equally entertaining. I did notice the fact that certain things he uses twice. For instance he depicts how he goes to bed with a woman (lover) and describes her shoes in comparison to his own shoes. Then he uses the same scene when describing his wife. this is not major, but noticable.

2006-10-31
12:03 PM

Gregory, Philippa - The Virgin's Lover

this is a historical novel about the rain of Elizabeth the II.

the book is a really easy read, historically acurate (i think), but it's kind of difficult to take Elizabeth's character. I mean she's a strong smart woman of 27. not 18. and she cannot control herself when it comes to Robert Dudley. She's spineless. Kinda hard to believe. Then again she is her fathers daughter. He lost his head when it came to her other Anne Boylin, so she seems to inherit that pationate trait of her father.

dunno. makes me read more into her character though...
so the book is good.

ohh and poor Amy Dudley.

2005-12-30
1:22 PM

Kundera, Milan - Unbearable Lightness of Being

1968 Check Republic

http://lib.ru/INPROZ/KUNDERA/legkost.txt

01/06 yup yup reading it right now. it's fabulous . in russian since i don't speak Check(?). will right about it later sooo recomended.

fabulous. one of the most beautiful things i have ever ever read.
just read a passage about the idea that this life that we are living is a scetch. Everything is led by chance and the decisions that we are making by this chance because the future and the consequences are unknown to us. This Earth is our first life. First trial. But there is another Earth where we are reborn with a knowledge of our first life. What decision will be made by us based on our previous knowledge. Would we be wiser? And then there is a third earth and we are reborn there as well with the knowledge of the previous 2 Earths. And so on and so forth. Fascinating.


"Она никогда не задавалась вопросами, которые мучат человеческие пары: он любит меня? любил ли он кого-нибудь больше меня? он больше меня любит, чем я его? Возможно, все эти вопросы, которые обращают к любви, измеряют ее, изучают, проверяют, допытывают, чуть ли не в зачатке и убивают ее. Возможно, мы не способны любить именно потому, что жаждем быть любимыми, то есть хотим чего-то (любви) от другого, вместо того чтобы отдавать ему себя без всякой корысти, довольствуясь лишь его присутствием."

"счастье есть жажда повторения."

2005-11-30
12:41 PM

Kostova, Elizabeth - Historian

what can i say about a 600 page book? i thought it was an impossible read. Turned out to be quiet a page turner. Granted I was reading it while in Dominican Republic and there was absolutely nothing to do there the last 200 pages i finished already at home. I read most of the reviews which complained about the 3 layered first person narrative mambo-jumbo, about the unnecessary historical dissertation in the middle of the book, about the fact that you could have fit all 600 pages into a nice 200 ohh and about the anticlimatic end. Yup totally agree with all of the above. Never the less still enjoyed it. Frankly I thought War and Peace was a bit lengthy too, had way too many characters to keep track of and the historical war-descriptions were to grizzly. Never the less it's a classic. Just skip over the parts you don't like and move on. And if you can't keep track of the characters then go read Davinchi Code.

Having said that, in NO way is this book comparable to War and Peace. Not even close. It is an enjoyable read with wonderful historical background about Vlad the Tempest, 3 generations of women and men. I think on some level this book will remain on the shelves for a while.

2005-11-10
2:51 PM

Gladwell, Malcolm - The Tipping Point

This is in the same league as <a href="http://journals.fotki.com/OLKA/Library/entry/wwqftsqqkgf/">Freakonomics</a> The World is Flat, Blink ... etc...

Book is about how the epidemics spread, fashion trends are set, news is spread, crime is stopped.

What i found interesting is that he tackles basically the same ideas as the author of Freakonomics does from a different angle. Which on is correct... is a different question.

<a href="http://www.gladwell.com/tippingpoint/index.html"> Tipping Point Site</a>

2005-09-21
5:35 PM

Fomenko, Anatoly

History: Fiction or Science?

ohh boy, what did i get myself into??? I bought it only due to the rave reviews by a bunch of very smart guys. Little did i know i wasn't smart enough.

I was barely able to grab the jist of it. I suspect the translation from Russian to English complicates already difficult language. It is very much math oriented filled with graphs and statistical data. Not for a casual reader.

The idea is facinating: the timeline given to us by historians is dead wrong. He recalculates everything.

Sad to say i was not able to finish it, thus leaving it for better times when i'll become a bit smarter ;).

<a href="http://www.atlasbooks.com/marktplc/01098.htm">History: Fiction or Science</a>

<a href="http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/2913621058/103-0209738-6478263?v=glance">Amazon</a>

2005-07-29
3:57 PM

Khlebnikov, Paul - Conversation with Barbarian

Разговор с варваром

this book is one of the more frustrating books i've read. I am surprised that it hasn't been translated to English. It discusses the views and believes of Chechen musclims, goes over the history of Chechen havoc in Moscow, and philosophizes on the prospects of civilization.

The book was published in 2003. Khlebnikov was violently killed in 2004 on his way to work. it is widely believed that Chechens put a contract on him:
http://www.command-post.org/nk/2_archives/013518.html
Russian Editor of Forbes Magazine Shot to Death in Moscow


Photo of murdered Russian Editor of Forbes Magazine, Paul Khlebnikov, from Pravda.us

As reported on July 10, 2004, on the Pravda website:

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Chief Editor of Russian edition of the Forbes magazine Paul Khlebnikov was wounded to death with shot at his head outside his office in Moscow at night of July 9.
He died in the ambulance car.

The police believe that the murder of Paul Khlebnikov resulted from his work in the magazine, Echo of Moscow reported.

According to the investigation, the two killers started firing at the journalist when he was going out of his office. They made 10 shots, 4 bullets hit the journalist. The criminals escaped in VAZ-2115 vehicle of dark color. The police conducted operation to capture the criminals, but it produced no results.

Police have found the VAZ car in which those who killed Pavel Khlebnikov escaped, the press secretary of the Moscow prosecutor's office, Svetlana Petrenko, told Itar-Tass.

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American journalist of Russian origin Paul (Pavel) Khlebnikov was known as the author of the scandalous book "Kremlin"s Godfather Boris or the story of looting Russia". Before publishing the book, Mr. Khlebnikov published in Forbes the article saying that then-Secretary of Security Council Boris Berezovsky was involved in criminal business. Mr. Berezovsky sued the magazine for the article, the legal hearing lasted for several years and finally Berezovsky won. In 2003 Mr. Khlebnikov published one more scandalous book - "Conversation with Barbarian" on his communication with Chechen rebel commander Khozh-Akhmed Nukhaev. Russian tycoon Boris Berezovsky said to reporters on the phone after Khlebnikov's murder that he was careless in handling with facts.



It is worth saying that in May 2004 the Forbes published the list of the richest people in Russia. The magazine wrote that only Moscow alone accommodates 39 billionaires - more than in any city of the world. After publishing the list Khlebnikov told that the most of the people mentioned by the Forbes as billionaires, were indignant, they said the information about their wealth had been exaggerated and even threatened. However, Khlebnikov considered this as just emotional reaction and said that the threats were about suing the magazine.

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Photo of murdered Russian Editor of Forbes Magazine, Paul Khlebnikov, from Forbes.com

After Khlebnikov's death, Steve Forbes, President and Editor-In-Chief of Forbes Magazine, sent this statement to Forbes employees:

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It is with the deepest sadness that I inform you that Paul Klebnikov, 41, editor of Forbes Russia, was murdered in Moscow this evening. He was reportedly shot four times as he left work and died shortly thereafter.

Paul became the first editor of Forbes Russia at the magazine's launch in April 2004. Forbes Russia is a joint venture with Axel Springer.

Paul joined Forbes in 1989 and rose to the position of senior editor at the magazine, specializing in Russian and Eastern European politics and economics, before assuming editorship of Forbes Russia.

Paul was the author of Godfather of the Kremlin (September 2000), a biography of Boris Berezovsky, a Russian tycoon.

Paul embraced the opportunity to become the first editor of Forbes Russia. He knew Russia well. It was a country he loved deeply.

Paul was a superb reporter--courageous, energetic, ever-curious. I eagerly anticipated reading his stories. The information was always fresh, insightful, fascinating. He exemplified the finest traditions of our profession and served his readers well.

All of us at Forbes are devastated by what has happened and send our condolences and prayers to his wife and family.

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Interfax reports that the matter is being investigated by the Moscow city prosecutor's office:

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Investigators probing the murder of Paul (Pavel) Klebnikov, editor-in-chief of the Russian version of Forbes magazine, believe the crime was related to the victim's professional activities, a Moscow prosecutor's office spokesman told Interfax on Saturday.

"Taking into account the special significance of the criminal case, a decision was made that the case would be passed from the Moscow Northwestern district prosecutor's office to the city prosecutor's office for investigation," he said.

The Moscow prosecutor's office told Interfax that the capital's prosecutor Anatoly Zuyev ordered the Klebnikov case to be handled by the gangsterism and murder investigation department. "This is because the investigators from that department have gained vast experience in investigating contract killings," they said.

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Per Pravda, the Russian prosecutors are linking the Forbes editor's murder with his investigative reporting:

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The Moscow Prosecutor's Office believes there is a direct link between the murder of Paul Khlebnikov, Editor-in-Chief of the Russian edition of the Forbes magazine, and his investigative reporting, spokespeople for the Prosecutor told RIA Novosti Saturday. Khlebnikov was fatally wounded outside his office late July 9, and he died from the wounds in hospital.

Prosecutor Anatoly Zuyev has reportedly decided to hand the case over to the murder and banditry department of the Moscow Prosecutor's Office. Investigators of this department have vast experience in probing contact killings. Criminal proceedings in connection with Paul Khlebnikov's murder have been launched as pursuant to Article 105 of the Russian Penal Code.

Before being taken to hospital, the journalist told a by-stander that he had been shot at by a man he had seen before. Accounts by other eye-witnesses indicate that Paul Khlebnikov was followed by a dark-colored car. The driver stopped the car ten to fifteen meters away, opened the left-hand window and fired several shots at his victim.

Investigators who worked at the crime scene found nine 9-millimeter shells, one bullet of the same caliber, and other relevant objects, the Moscow Prosecutor's Office says in a press release.

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2005-07-08
3:21 PM

Magee, Bryan - The Story of Philosophy

A wonderful overview of great philosophers. I always wanted to read something that will put all those names together into one big picutres. so this was it.

2005-06-10
11:32 AM

Levitt D. Steven and Dubner, J Stephen - Freakonomics

hmmm... very pop, very engaging...
there are a lot of wrong in that book. what i like is authors lack of sugarcoating social issues. a geniune attempt to call things their own names. many thought provoking questions are being asked and some excellent attempts to answer. i can totally see activist groups making a big fuss about a number or issues. definitely recommended.


Chapter 1: What Do Schoolteachers and Sumo Wrestlers Have in Common?
In which we explore the beauty of incentives, as well as their dark side-cheating.

Chapter 2: How Is the Ku Klux Klan Like a Group of Real-Estate Agents?
In which it is argued that nothing is more powerful than information, especially when its power is abused.

Chapter 3: Why Do Drug Dealers Still Live with Their Moms?
In which the conventional wisdom is often found to be a web of fabrication, self-interest, and convenience.

Chapter 4: Where Have All the Criminals Gone?
In which the facts of crime are sorted out from the fictions.

Chapter 5: What Makes a Perfect Parent?
In which we ask, from a variety of angles, a pressing question: do parents really matter?

Chapter 6: Would a Roshanda by Any Other Name Smell as Sweet?
In which we weigh the importance of a parent's first official act-naming the baby.

<a href="http://www.freakonomics.com/">Official Site</a>

2005-05-18
3:34 PM

Pushkin, Aleksandr -- The Bronze Horseman

This poem was written about St. Pitersburg flood. Primarily about the statue of Peter the Great on the shores of Neva. St. Pitersburg was built on the swamp and spring floods are a usual occurance:
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Люблю тебя, Петра творенье,
Люблю твой строгий, стройный вид,
Невы державное теченье,
Береговой ее гранит,
Твоих оград узор чугунный,
Твоих задумчивых ночей
Прозрачный сумрак, блеск безлунный,
Когда я в комнате моей
Пишу, читаю без лампады,
И ясны спящие громады
Пустынных улиц, и светла
Адмиралтейская игла,
И, не пуская тьму ночную
На золотые небеса,
Одна заря сменить другую
Спешит, дав ночи полчаса2.
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The Bronze Horseman
A Petersburg Story

1833
INTRODUCTION

The incident, described in this story is based on a truth.
The details of the flood are taken from the contemporary magazines.
The curious ones can consult the record, prepared by V. I. Berkh.


PROLOGUE


On a deserted, wave-swept shore,
He stood – in his mind great thoughts grow –
And gazed afar. The northern river
Sped on its wide course him before;
One humble skiff cut the waves’ silver.
On banks of mosses and wet grass
Black huts were dotted there by chance –
The miserable Finn’s abode;
The wood unknown to the rays
Of the dull sun, by clouds stowed,
Hummed all around. And he thought so:
‘The Swede from here will be frightened;
Here a great city will be wrought
To spite our neighborhood conceited.
From here by Nature we’re destined
To cut a door to Europe wide,
To step with a strong foot by waters.
Here, by the new for them sea-paths,
Ships of all flags will come to us –
And on all seas our great feast opens.’

An age passed, and the young stronghold,
The charm and sight of northern nations,
From the woods’ dark and marshes’ cold,
Rose the proud one and precious.
Where once the Finnish fisherman,
Sad stepson of the World, alone,
By low riverbanks’ a sand,
Cast into waters, never known,
His ancient net, now on the place,
Along the full of people banks,
Cluster the tall and graceful masses
Of castles and palaces; and sails
Hasten in throng to the rich quays
From all the lands our planet masters;
The Neva-river’s dressed with rocks;
Bridges hang o’er the waters proud;
Abundantly her isles are covered
With dark-green gardens’ gorgeous locks…

By the new capital, the younger,
Old Moscow’s eclipsed at once -
Such is eclipsed a queen-dowager
By a new queen when her time comes.
I love you, Peter’s great creation,
I love your view of stern and grace,
The Neva wave’s regal procession,
The grayish granite – her bank’s dress,
The airy iron-casting fences,
The gentle transparent twilight,
The moonless gleam of your nights restless,
When I so easy read and write
Without a lamp in my room lone,
And seen is each huge buildings’ stone
Of the left streets, and is so bright
The Admiralty spire’s flight,
And when, not letting the night’s darkness
To reach the golden heaven’s height,
The dawn after the sunset hastens –
And a half-hour’s for the night.
I love your so sever winter’s
Quite still and fresh air and strong frost,
The sleighs race on the shores river’s,
The girls – each brighter than a rose,
The gleam and hum of the balls’ dances,
And, on the bachelors’ free feast,
The hissing of the foaming glasses
And the punch’s bluish flaming mist.
I love the warlike animation
Of the play-fields of the god Mars,
And horse-and-footmen priests’ of wars
So homogeneous attraction,
In their ranks, in the rhythmic moves,
Those flags, victories and rended,
The glitter of those helmets, splendid,
Shot through in military strives.
I love, O capital my fairest,
Your stronghold guns’ thunder and smoke,
In moments when the northern empress
Adds brunches to the regal oak
Or Russia lauds a winning stroke
To any new and daring foe,
Or, breaking up the light-blue ice,
The Neva streams it and exults,
Scenting the end of cold and snow.

City of Peter, just you shine
And stand unshakable as Russia!
May make a peace with beauty, thine,
The conquered nature’s casual rushes;
And let the Finnish waves forget
Their ancient bondages and malice
And not disturb with their hate senseless
The endless sleep of Peter, great!

The awful period was that,
It’s fresh in our recollection…
This time about, my dear friend,
I am beginning my narration.
My story will be very sad.


PART ONE

On Petrograd, sunk into darkness,
November breathed with fall cold’s harshness.
And, splashing, with the noisy waves
Into the brims of her trim fences,
The Neva raved, like the seek raves
In a bed, that has become the restless.
Now it was very dark and late;
The rain stroke ‘gainst the window’s flat.
And the wind blew with sadly wailing.
Right at this time, from being a guest
Evgeny, for his nightly rest,
Came home. This name was most prevailing
In our young hero’s name choice.
It sounds pleasantly. Of course,
With it my pen’s had long connections
It needn’t the special commendations,
Though in the times, in Lithe gone,
It might have been the most attractive
And under Karamzin’s pen, fine,
Sung in some legends, our native;
But now it is forgotten by
The world and rumors. Our guy
Lives in Kolomna: he’s in service,
Avoids the rich ones, and ne’er sad is
For his kin which had left the world,
Or for the well-forgotten old.

So, he is home – our Evgeny,
Took off his greatcoat, undressed,
Lay in his poor bed, but oppressed
He was by his thoughts, so many.
What did he thought of? Well, of that
That he was poor and that his bread,
His honour and his independence
Just by hard work must be achieved,
That God should send to him from heavens
More mind and money. That do live
Such idle, fully happy creatures –
The lazy-bones, quite ludicrous,.
Whose life is absolutely light!
That he had served for two long years;
And that the weather, former fierce,
Hadn’t come less fierce, that the flood
In the Neva is getting higher,
The bridges might be got entire,
And that his sweet Parasha’s place
For two-free days wouldn’t be accessed.
There sighed Evgeny with his soul,
And dreamed as dreams a real bard:

“To marry then? Of course it’s hard.
But why don’t marry, in a whole?
I’m of the young and healthy sight,
Ready to work for day and night;
I’ll someway find the good repose,
The simple and shy place, at last,
Parasha will be there composed.
The year or, may be, two will pass –
I’m in position, to my dear
I’ll give all family to bear
And bring our children up, at once...
Such we’ll start life, at last repose,
With hand-in-hand, such we’ll come both,
And our grandsons will bury us...”

Thus he did dream. And a great sadness
Embraced his soul in that night,
He wished the wind’s weep to be lesser,
Rain’s siege of windows – not so tight.
At last his sleepy eyes were closed...
And now the night is getting gray –
That night, so nasty and morose,
And it is coming – the pale day
The awful day! During the night
Neva had strived for sea ‘gainst tempests
But, having lost all her great battles,
The river ceased the useless fight…
And in the morn on her shores proud,
Stood people in a pressed in lot
And saw the tall and heard the loud
Fierce waters’ mountains, it had brought.
But by the force of airy breathing
Blocked from the Gulf, the wide Neva
Came back – the wrathful one and seething -
And flooded islands, near and far;
The weather grew into the cruel,
Neva – more swelling and more brutal,
Like in a kettle boiled and steamed,
And then, as a wild creature seemed,
Jumped on the city. And before it,
All ran away from its strait path,
And all got emptied there; at once.
The waters flew into the cellars,
And raised up to the fence of canals –
And, like Triton, Petropol sails
Sunk in the water till his waist.

Siege and assault! The evil waters
Thrust into windows, like slaughters.
The mad boats row into a glass.
The stalls are under the wet mass.
The wrecks of huts, the logs, roofs’ pieces,
The stores of the tread, auspicious,
The things, carried the pale want from,
The bridges got away by storm,
The coffins from the graveyards - float,
Along the streets!
The populace
Sees God’s great wrath and waits for death.
All is destroyed: bread and abode.
And how to live?
The monarch, blessed,
Tsar Aleksandr, in a good fashion,
Still governed Russia that year, dread,
And from the balcony he, sad
And pale, said: “Ne’er the God-made nature
Can be subdued by any tsars.”
And, in a thought, looked at the evil’s
With his full of deep sadness eyes.
The streets turned into the fast rivers,
Running to made lakes, dark and grievous,
The Palace was an island, sad,
That loomed over the blackened waters.
The Tsar decreed – from end to end,
Down the shortest streets and longest,
On danger routs over the waves,
His generals set into the sailing –
To save the drawing and straining
On streets and in their homes-graves.

Then on the widest Square of Peter,
Where with his glass a new pile glittered,
Where on its porch, too highly placed,
With their paw raised, as if they’re living,
Stood two marble lions, overseeing.
On one of them, as for a race,
Without his hat, arms – tightly pressed,
Awfully pale – no stir appeared –
Evgeny sat. And there he feared
Not his own death. He did not hear
How the wrathful roller neared,
Greedily licking his shoes’ soles,
And how flagged him the rain coarse,
And how the fierce wind there wailed,
Or how it’d blown off his hat.
His looks of deepest desperation
Were all set on a single place
Without a move. The waves, impatient,
Had risen there, like tallest crags,
Lifted from waked deeps in a madness,
There wreckage swam, there wailed a tempest …
O, God! O, God! – Right on that place,
Alas! so close to the waves,
And by the shores of the Gulf Finnish,
A willow-tree, a fence unfinished
And an old hut: there they must be –
A widow and her child Parasha –
His soul’s dream … Or does he see
It in a dream? … And, like the usher
Of dreams – a sleep, is our life none –
Just Heavens make of Earth a fun?

And he, like under conjuration,
Like in jail irons’ limitation,
Cannot come down. Him around
Only black waters could be found!
And turned to him with his back, proudest,
On height that never might be tossed,
Over Neva’s unending wildness,
Stands, with his arm, stretched to skies, lightless,
The idol on his brazen horse.


PART TWO

But now, sated with distraction
And tired of its rude attack,
Neva, at last, was coming back,
Looking at ruins with satisfaction
And leaving with a little attention
Its prey behind. A reprobate,
With his sever and low set,
Thus, thrusting in a village, helpless,
Breaks, slaughters, robs all and oppresses:
The roar, rape, swore, alert and wails!...
And, under their large booty posted,
Afraid of chases and exhausted,
The robbers speed to their old place,
Losing their loot along the road.

The waves were gone, the pavement, broad,
Was opened, and Evgeny, stressed,
With heart half-dead and stifled throat,
In a hope, fear and awful pains,
Runs to the stream, just now restrained.
But, in the winning celebration,
Waves still were boiling with a passion,
As if to flames, under them fanned;
They still were with white foam covered,
And Neva’s breast was heavily moved,
Like the steed’s one after a race.
Evgeny sees a boat here;
He runs to it – a find, revered, –
He calls a boatman at once –
The boatman, a guy quite careless,
Just for ten kopeks, with great gladness,
Takes him into the waves’ wild dance.

And for a long with these waves, close,
The much trained rower was in fight,
And to sink deeply mid their rows,
The scuff, with its brave sailors both,
Was apt all time… The other side
Is reached, at last. And the frustrated
Runs through the so well-known street
To his old places. He doesn’t meet
A thing, he’d known. The view’s rated
As the worst one! All’s in a mess –
All is failed down or swept or stressed:
The little houses are bent down,
Some – shifted, some – razed to their ground
By awful forces of the waves;
The bodies, waiting for their graves,
Are lying round, like aft fight, merciless.
Our poor Evgeny – his mind’s flamed –
Half-dead under the tortures, endless,
Runs there where the inhumane fate
Would give him the unknown message,
As if a letter, sealed to bear;
He’s now in the suburbs’ wreckage,
There is the Gulf, the house is near…
But what is this? He stopped, frustrated,
Went back, returned a little later…
He looks… he walks … he looks once more.
There is the place their house for
And willow-tree. The gates were here –
They’re swept… But where’s the house, o grace?
And full of troubles, hard to wear,
He walked and walked around the place.
Told to himself in voices loud –
And suddenly, as if all’s found,
Struck his forehead and fell in laugh.
The night embraced the city, stuffed
With all its woe. And still for hours
A sleep was running from each house –
The folk recalling the past day.
Now, through the clouds, weak and pale,
The morn ray flashed o’er the mute city
And did not found e’en a trace
Of the past woe. The dawn, witty,
Had safely screened the doing, base.
The former life had got its place.
Along the streets now free of flooding,
With cold indifference, folks are moving.
Just having left his lodge of night,
The clerk is going at his site.
The petty tradesman, very dauntless,
Is opening his cellar – wet,
Robbed by the waves’ impudent set –
Intending to revenge his losses
On brothers-humans. From the yard
Is pulled the boat, full of mud.
Count Khvostov, a pet of Zeus,
Now is singing his songs, deathless,
To the Neva shores’ former plight.

What’s of Evgeny, our poor hero? …
Alas! His agitated mind,
Against the immense woe’s billow
Didn’t stand untouchable. The wind’s
And Neva’s noise was always growing
In his poor ears. Mute and half-blind,
With awful thoughts, he was a-roaming,
Being quite tortured by some dream.
A week, month passed by as a stream,
At his past home he wasn’t returning
And his landlord, when the rent’s time
Had gone, gave his corner to some
Bard, sunk in a poverty unduly.
Evgeny didn’t come for his stuff
And soon became a stranger, fully,
To world: his day wasn’t long enough
For walk; he slept on wharfs till morning
His bread was one a beggar has,
He wore the dirt and rotten dress.
The evil children, with cries joyful,
Sometimes threw stones to his back,
Often the coachmen’ whips, wrathful,
Stung his thin body – for his track
Was cast without choosing direction –
He seemed to notice nothing else –
He was quiet deafened and oppressed
By noise of inner agitation.
And thus he strayed in his life’s mist –
Not humane being, nor some beast –
Not fish, nor flesh – not living creature,
Nor ghost of dead … But once he slept
By Neva’s wharf – the summer’s features
Were now like autumn’s. The wind, bad,
Was breathing there. The roller, sad,
Was splashing its complain and groan
And striking ‘gainst the steps of stone,
Like the offended at the door
Of justice that doesn’t hear him more.
The poor waked up. All was gloom round:
Falling the rain, wind wailing loud,
And it was answered through the night
By some alone distant guard...
Evgeny got up in a hurry,
He recollected his all flurry,
Stood on a spot, began to walk
And stopped again, almost choked,
Intently gazing him around
With a wild terror on his face...
It seemed that he himself had found
By a big house where were placed,
With their paw up, as if quite living,
Two marble lions, overseeing,
And in the height, strait o’er him posed,
Over the rock, fenced with cast iron,
With arm stretched into the skies, sullen,
The idol sat on his bronze horse.

Evgeny startled. Became clear
The strange thoughts, torturing his mind –
He named the place where played the flood,
Where ran the waters-spoilers, fierce, –
Merging in one rebellious stream, –
The lions, square and, at last, him,
Who stood without a move and sound –
The cooper head piercing black skies –
Him, by whose fatal enterprise
This city under sea took ground...
He’s awful in the nightly dark!
In what a thought his brow’s sunk!
What a great might in it lies, hidden!
And what a fire’s in this steed!
O, proud horse, where do you speed!
Where will you down your bronze hoofs, flittin’?
O, karma’s mighty sovereign!
Not thus you’d reared Russia, sullen,
Into the height, with a curb, iron,
Before an abyss in your reign?

The poor madman circled around
The foot of the black idol’s mass,
He gazed into the brazen face
Of the half-planet’s ruler, proud.
And was his breast oppressed. He laid
On the cold barrier his forehead.
His eyes were veiled with a mist-cover,
His heart was all caught with a flame,
His blood seethed. Gloomy he became
Before the idol, looming over,
And, having clenched his teeth and fist,
As if possessed by evil powers,
“Well, builder-maker of the marvels,”
He whispered, trembling in a fit,
“You only wait!...”- And to a street,
At once he started to run out –
He fancied: that the great tsar’s face,
With a wrath suddenly embraced,
Was turning slowly around...
And strait along the empty square
He runs and hears as if there were,
Just behind him, the peals of thunder,
Of the hard-ringing hoofs’ reminders, –
A race the empty square across,
Upon the pavement, fiercely tossed;
And by the moon, that palled lighter,
Having stretched his hand over roofs,
The Brazen Horseman rides him after –
On his steed of the ringing hoofs.
And all the night the madman, poor,
Where’er he might direct his steps,
Aft him the Bronze Horseman, for sure,
Keeps on the heavy-treading race.

And from this time, when he was going,
Along this square, only by chance,
A sense of terror was deforming
His features. And he would then press
His hand to heart in a great fastness,
As if to make its tortures painless,
Take off the worn peaked cap at once,
Didn’t turn from earth his fearful eyes
And try to pass by.
A small island’s
Seen in the sea quite near a shore.
A fisherman, the late catch for,
Would sail to it with his net, silent,
Sometimes – and boil there his soup, poor;
Or an official clerk would moor
To it in a boat-walking Sunday’s.
The empty isle. Seeds don’t beget
There any plant. A player, sightless,
The flood, had pulled there a ghost, sad,
Of an old hut. The water over,
It had been left like a bush, black.
Last spring, by a small barging rover,
It was conveyed to the shore, back –
Destroyed and empty. By its entry,
They’d found the poor madman of mine
And, for a sake of the Divine,
Buried his corpse in that soil, scanty.


Translated by Yevgeny Bonver, March, 2004 - March, 2005
© Copyright, poetryloverspage.com, 2004-2005

2005-05-12
3:54 PM

Junge, Traudl - Until the Final Hour (Hitler's Last Secretary)

very interesting account by one of the surviving Hitlers secretary about the last days in the bunker. I was inspired to read it after "Downfall"
a bit dry, but seems to be honest
i liked it

2005-04-04
3:53 PM

Joachim Fest

Inside Hitler's Bunker -- The Last Days of the Third Reich

bought and read the book thanks to a recently watched movie "Downfall." the book is a compilation of very dry historical facts or assumptions about what happened to hitler during the last days of cold war.

if you're interested in history it's a must, if not you'll find it boring

2005-03-18
2:19 PM

Ridley Matt

Matt Ridley examines the mapping of the human genome.
He describes what the genome is, how it works, and examines how this new knowledge will affect medicine, the pharmaceutical industry, business, politics and our lives. He takes one chromosome for each chapter, assigns a topic to it, intelect for instance, and discusses it in full depth. He examines the most important scientific achievement since the splitting of the atom, Genome makes a useful and entertaining contribution to understanding who we humans are and where we are going.

<a href="http://flysci.com/genome/index.asp">summary here</a>

2005-03-15
1:18 PM

Plato

one of the greatest greek philosophers, a student and THE source to Socrates philosophy and life
Republic -- basic question is ask what is Justice, ventures into virtues such as wisdom courage moduration... society, citizen etc

Phaedo -- introduces Forms discusses immortality of the soul

In 'Crito: The Individual and the State' he depicts Socrates final days and returns to the topic of justice, morals, responsibility etc

2005-03-15
1:32 PM

Aristotle

Aristotle's effics

while Aristotle was a student of Plato his views were a bit different than his teacher's. For instance Aristotle believed that you can find universal qualities in particular things while Plato believed that material things are only shadows of true reality, which exists among ideas and forms.

Aristotle's Effics addresswes the nature of the good life for a human being.

2005-03-02
5:02 PM

Machiavelli, Niccolo - The Prince

1469-1527
i was curious to see why so many people claim that The Prince is their 'favorite book' (especially men) and i still am. I read the book. Painfully, forcefeeding myself this dry narrative. Yes Machiavelli is a brilliant politician, but this guide (that's what it is it's a guide) is directed towards a very specific niche - Renassaince politics. Why in the world would someone want to read this today i fail to understand.

So please inlighten me!

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