I am getting more and more short with my father and mom too. I'm tired of every day my mom complaining about my father and my grandmother over and over and over. She did this, she did that. Your dad threw my stuff away blah blah. Then my father is just flat out annoying. He can't understand 90 percent of what you say unless it pertains to money. When money is mentioned in a sentence it is as if he gets a new change of blood or something and comes alive. Starts bitching left and right about stupid stuff. He is too damn cheap to even pay for garbage service so he takes the garbage and burns it in the back yard. I can't wait until the EPA or someone gives him one big ass fine or jail time for being a retard.

Life for me me is crap. Yes, I'm sure some starving fuck in Africa is worse off than me; however, I don't give a damn about their problems I only concern myself with mine. I don't know where I went wrong in life. I thought that if I went to College and tried and got an education I would end up landing a good job and then meet a girl that I loved get married have a family, get a house and live a normal human life.

NOPE DIDN'T HAPPEN THAT WAY.. I got a few jobs in my field thought I had made it and ended up having to come back home to a total hell because I got laid off. So here I lay in bed 33 years old with no future what so ever. In one sense I am thankful that I have parents that support me and I love them to death; however, I wish they would function more as a family. They don't ever go out to eat, shows or anything every single day is a wake up work come home day. Been that way since I can remember. That is fine stay at home is that is your comfort zone but for christ sake stop all the damn fussing back and forth. Learn to listen instead of yap yap yap. And mom geeze stop getting upset and every little thing anyone says to you. You always look like the world took a shit down your neck every time someone speaks to you.....

Let me give you an Idea of how this lady was. She gets hired to take care of my grandmother's needs.
What is suppose to do on a daily basis:

• Get grandmother up in the morning at 7am
• Heat up breakfast that my mother pre-makes
• Watch grandmother till 12 and feed her lunch and give her her medicine
• Bathe her at times
• Handle nurses and therapy that comes on a rotating schedule

Every time I would come down stairs and sit and watch tv she would be doing nothing more than laying on the couch sleeping. She was making 10 dollars an hour to snore on the couch and stink it up with the smell of coca butter. Ten dollars an hour can you believe that to honestly do absolutely nothing. My grandmother got better and started reducing the task that the woman had to do. All she had to do was simply watch her help her to the bathroom and get her some water or boost. That is it.

Now here comes the good part. Marache wanted to be the boss of our house. We hired her but she wanted to basically tell us what to do. Would come here at 7am in the morning and the first thing she would do would be bang on my door or my brothers door demanding the air be turned off. We always keep the air at a static temp of 68 degrees. The air a lot of times is on when it is cold outside because it gets hot in the house. My grandmother is cold natured always has been but Marache thought she could just come in and take over and have it her way. Well waking my brother and myself up in the morning pissed me off. So if she thought 68 was cold I was gonna show her cold. I cranked the air down to 50 and froze her ass. She got mad and at 3 when time for her to go home I came down stairs. She instead of asking me to turn on the heat she starts going "THE AIR HAS BEEN ON ALL DAY". I respond with "Yes, I know we like it cold in here. " She said, "I see!" I said, "If your cold then you need to take that 10 dollars an hour money you make and buy you a coat." She replys, "I have a coat and have had it on all day. " I stated, "It must be a bad one."

She then takes and wants to have the nerve to call at 8pm that night and complain to my mother about my brother and I. My mom told her off after she stated "OH I FORGOT WHO I WAS TALKING TO, BASICALLY SAYING MY MOM WAS EITHER STUPID OR GETS UPSET EASY". Well that was it mom told her not to come back.... THERE ACTUALLY IS A GOD..... NO MORE NIGGA BITCH!!!!

Broke up with Laura. Told here that I didn't want her to come by the house to see me. I need some Tony time and the clock has stopped and probably will not tick again. Sick and tired of her thinking because she is Deaf she can get away with being abusive. Yeah, I might run my mouth a little bit about the stuff that she does but doesn't wanna admit to: 1) Drinks like a fish 2) Bitches all the time when she can't get her way (sounds like a damn spoiled brat if you ask me. I have come to notice that is pretty much the "Deaf Culture" they accuse you of talking behind their back when they don't understand what your trying to tell them. Get pissed off when you try to explain). She says that she doesn't talk about others well that is complete bull. - Um lets start with Sarah she talks about how she is and even have that good friend of her's Liz (working for her now) even talked about Sarah to Laura. Laura said she is glad that she figured Sarah out. - Clayton she says you are a good guy but talks about you taking stuff from her without asking. For instance the matches. She also thinks you and that pig looking girlfriend of yours are robbing her blind. She wanted to set up a Safety Deposit box so she can put all her value stuff in there so you can't steal it. She is testing you and Samantha. She takes tape and puts it in various places to see if the tape is broken. Also, puts towels in carefully places positions so she can tell if things have been moved around. WAKE UP YOU ARE BEING WATCHED!!!! The list could go on and on but I don't feel like typing all that crap!!!! When I first met her she said that she doesn't drink only social. Well the thing is she is always social so therefore she always drinks... Nice try but your a drunk! So when you get mad you like to hit and then bite when you can't get your way. Act just like a baby. Kick scream and then bite if you can't have your pessy... THE MONEY WAS GREAT THANKS FOR SPENDING IT ALL ON ME!!!!! You say your smarter than me. Well maybe on paper you are but in reality your dumber than a sack of rocks thinking that I loved you all this time. Hmm 1) Can't stay hard when we have sex - YOUR UGLY BITCH THAT'S WHY I CAN'T STAY HARD. I'd rather jerk off to Grandma getting a sponge bath!! 2) You say we fight and break up then get back together. Well yeah sure we do when you open your wallet I come right back and take a little more! If your giving then by all means I'll take. OH YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME YOU SAY!!! Well guess what YEAH I DID!!!!! Anyone that wasn't a complete idiot would have left long time ago. Don't wanna have sex, tell you he doesn't find you attractive, seldom if ever takes photos of you, has you buy stuff all the time (your rich you can afford it). Money isn't everything it can never buy you true love. You can buy a lot of things but you can not buy true love. So I leave this post with a little advice to everyone out there. Money isn't everything. Ride the pony till it's legs fall off then upgrade to a Stallion and keep on moving on!!! There plenty more fish out there. Some are rotten and some are the best thing anyone could have. I have had a taste of the rotten now it's time to get a taste of the good.... So long sucker and may the next guy force you into the bankruptcy with his charm....